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Everything I Remember (Extended Edition)

by Close In

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1.
I remember you and I Trading glances under train station light I tried to act like I was fine And I wondered if it rained all the time That night we wept In beds that never slept And hope arrived all dressed in red I remember when you you said That we’d never sleep if the the sun never sets And I don’t remember whatever happened next But I remember we drank from the earth And bled into the dirt Hope was on her way but death came first I watched and I waited as it all came down I shared with you the scraps of love I’d found.
2.
Angels fallen by the wayside Won’t exonerate me. Disintegrate me. And the merciful saints, they try But I don’t deserve it Sink into the night Give in to the pull of the undercurrent Feel a faint tremor And say goodbye These bullets by my bedside Won’t vindicate me. Exterminate me. The patron saint of late replies I wait And finally, they let me breathe In the deep waters of sleep.
3.
Human Shield 04:58
Human Shield, I don’t want you to die But I can’t let you out of my sight If you can, keep them away And stop me from saying anything I might say Human Shield, keep me in mind When you’re lying cold and alone in a chalk outline. Do you know what I’m fighting for? Do you know who you’re dying for? I’ve found what I love I won’t set it free Human Shield, be the death of me. Human Shield, do you feel the pain? Take these bullets again and again If you can, protect me from myself We both have secrets we’ll never ever tell Human Shield, when you called it love I was so ashamed of all the blood. Abandonment, it beckons. Take these bullets again and again.
4.
After Dark 04:41
They’re burned at the edges All the letters I kept And the ones who have left Have defined me best: A vacant space An empty vase Blood that dries and leaves no trace Does it rain where you are? Can you stay out after dark? I don’t fear the flood But I’m afraid of the shapes I find in the dark I tell myself: there’s no such thing. It’s all a lie. It’ll be alright. It’s just a temporary absence of the light.
5.
Jaw Ache 03:39
Sometimes the way we shift and collide Sometimes the way we take up such little space It’s so sad the way I shake in the wind Let’s leave this place Where time’s outstretched, gnarled and twisting Make a run for the door There’s an aching in my jaw Let the skeletons loose with their sawtooth smiles I can’t be here anymore But why would I ever want to leave? Sometimes the way we find the strength Sometimes in the way we lose it all again It’s so sad the way we shake in the wind They’re on their way And time’s outstretched, gnarled and twisting It’s a long way down Can you brave it When the shapes shift? I don’t want to leave I don’t want to sway between.
6.
Pulled from sleep by a punchline To know what it takes to survive Viewing the world at a tilt And beginning to find That I can’t contain all this time At the bottom of the sea Swimming in circles And in my dreams From the bottom of the sea They call for me Trying to feel again a feeling I can’t describe To know what it means to survive So much known but never felt And beginning to find That I can’t contain all this time This time might be the time I remember all this time.
7.
Night Vision 04:07
Shivering, frozen in the silver moonlight I wanted to wander, to stargaze all night But you thought it was best To let them go And follow broken lines home I’m trying to stand far back enough to view it I’ll adjust the focus and frame everything to fit You tried to see the sunny side When I put the moon in everything Wintering, woken in the golden twilight I wanted to remember, to hold on tight But you thought it was best To let them go You said I should let them go And you said that Everything is exactly as it should be And everyone is perfect. It’s just difficult to see sometimes.

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released September 29, 2022

All songs written and performed by Close In.

Mixed by Dane Blake.

Mastered by Steve Smart at Studios 301.

Cover photography by David Clarke.

Released by Honeyglider Records in September 2022.

Written and recorded on the lands of the Boon Wurrung people of the Kulin nation.

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