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Everything I Remember

by Close In

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1.
I remember you and I Trading glances under train station light I tried to act like I was fine And I wondered if it rained all the time That night we wept In beds that never slept And hope arrived all dressed in red I remember when you you said That we’d never sleep if the the sun never sets And I don’t remember whatever happened next But I remember we drank from the earth And bled into the dirt Hope was on her way but death came first I watched and I waited as it all came down I shared with you the scraps of love I’d found.
2.
Angels fallen by the wayside Won’t exonerate me. Disintegrate me. And the merciful saints, they try But I don’t deserve it Sink into the night Give in to the pull of the undercurrent Feel a faint tremor And say goodbye These bullets by my bedside Won’t vindicate me. Exterminate me. The patron saint of late replies I wait And finally, they let me breathe In the deep waters of sleep.
3.
Human Shield 04:58
Human Shield, I don’t want you to die But I can’t let you out of my sight If you can, keep them away And stop me from saying anything I might say Human Shield, keep me in mind When you’re lying cold and alone in a chalk outline. Do you know what I’m fighting for? Do you know who you’re dying for? I’ve found what I love I won’t set it free Human Shield, be the death of me. Human Shield, do you feel the pain? Take these bullets again and again If you can, protect me from myself We both have secrets we’ll never ever tell Human Shield, when you called it love I was so ashamed of all the blood. Abandonment, it beckons. Take these bullets again and again.
4.
After Dark 04:41
They’re burned at the edges All the letters I kept And the ones who have left Have defined me best: A vacant space An empty vase Blood that dries and leaves no trace Does it rain where you are? Can you stay out after dark? I don’t fear the flood But I’m afraid of the shapes I find in the dark I tell myself: there’s no such thing. It’s all a lie. It’ll be alright. It’s just a temporary absence of the light.
5.
Jaw Ache 03:39
Sometimes the way we shift and collide Sometimes the way we take up such little space It’s so sad the way I shake in the wind Let’s leave this place Where time’s outstretched, gnarled and twisting Make a run for the door There’s an aching in my jaw Let the skeletons loose with their sawtooth smiles I can’t be here anymore But why would I ever want to leave? Sometimes the way we find the strength Sometimes in the way we lose it all again It’s so sad the way we shake in the wind They’re on their way And time’s outstretched, gnarled and twisting It’s a long way down Can you brave it When the shapes shift? I don’t want to leave I don’t want to sway between.

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Close In formed in late 2020 and have solidified their four-piece line up this year. They have practised and refined their first songs together – imbuing them with a dark, crackling post-punk energy in their ‘live’ iterations – in the days and weeks when lockdown restrictions have been briefly lifted. As a band, they refuse to be defined by the circumstances under which they formed, and seek to push the limits of genre, drawing from a broad and diverse range of influences across the five songs on ‘Everything I Remember’.

‘Everything I Remember’ is not a pandemic record, though it would be remiss to overlook the fact that it is a collection of songs written and recorded during and between Melbourne’s lockdowns. The world’s shared feelings of isolation, despair and apocalyptic dread have no doubt seeped their way into the DNA of these songs. But for all the darkness in them, there is hope to be found in the sense of longing in these songs; ‘Everything I Remember’ reflects a dogged, resolute belief in the power of connection.

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released August 10, 2021

JN - Vocals/Guitars/Synths
DC - Guitars
DB - Bass/Synths
MO - Drums

Produced by Dane Blake. Cover photo by David Clarke @thethinblackframe

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Close In Melbourne, Australia

Gloomy music from Naarm/Melbourne, Australia.
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